"Have you ever been in a bad place where you dont wanna do anything or be with anyone? All you wanna do is just sit down and just sit nothing else you feel like your world is coming to an end."- Michael Hullihan

 When I read Michael's post it actually related so much to what I'm feeling inside right now. All I wanna do is sit down alone in my room and reminisce on the past, listen to my depressing songs and cry myself to sleep without anyone asking me if "I'm okay" every two-seconds. It's hard when the one thing that was most important to you is taken away making it the hardest thing to recover from. It's kinda funny how we would rather dwell on things rather than forget. Forgetting something that was once important seems wrong to me. So I don't know... I just think it would be unfair to forget memories that were once precious. That only makes it harder for us to move on. I'm tired of faking a smile, because I actually do feel like my world is coming to an end. Everything inside just feels so unenergized, all you feel is your cold blood running slowly through your veins. Everything is blocked out nothing else is important anymore. All you feel and think of is all what went wrong in the past.  I hope that sooner or later I will learn how to get over things more quickly than I do now. Nothing is easy, depression is something that we all face. No matter what age. It's not the best situation to find yourself in. But sooner or later I know it will pass and I will actually have something in my life to smile about again. Maybe that reason to smile will come sooner than I expect maybe in a week, or a month, hopefully tomorrow.